My photographs exist as a record in light of how I was seeing and feeling in a particular time, at a particular place: a specific moment of my life. A moment which I am truly and almost painfully aware will never be mine again. Photography is my method of making a mark on the whole of existence – to express and compress the entirety of who I am into a single 6×6 frame with each depression of the shutter button. It is time and life and light made tangible.
The reason I shoot film in the age of the DSLR, the CMOS sensor, 16-bit RAW, four-hundred-and-nine-thousand ISO, and 61 points of phase-detection autofocus is simple: it is analogous to choosing your feet as a mode of transportation rather than the automobile, to spending an evening preparing a meal for your family instead of going out to a restaurant, or designing and building something yourself when you could have just purchased it. It is about the process. The end result and its comparison to a digitally captured image is a matter of taste, and effectively irrelevant.
“Every frame carries a certain weight, a certain deadly-serious importance.”
A film camera and all of it’s “limitations” only serve to bring you, the photographer, closer to the process of creating a photograph. In the absence of autofocus, of in-camera metering, of aperture-priority, auto-ISO and especially the ability to instantaneously review your work, something interesting happens: you are forced to truly know your craft. Your success in creating even a single successful image relies entirely on your knowledge of photography and of the capabilities and limitations of the tool in your hands.
You must slow down. You must consider your subject with regard to its size, shape, relationship to other forms, and the light those forms are reflecting back into the lens. With film, there are no do-overs. You cannot delete the photons you’ve just exposed to those light-sensitive silver-halide crystals. That decision – all of your decisions in the process – are now permanent. And that moment, my friend, is gone. Film brings the process of creating an image closer to you – and closer to your heart. Every frame carries a certain weight, a certain deadly-serious importance. This importance carries through, from the moment you load the camera until when, sometimes weeks or even months later, you see the end result. The sensation is sublime.In this way, every frame I shoot with my Hasselblad carries the weight of everything I have ever learned or will learn about photography, both technical and emotional. Each frame is as important as the moment in my life that I chose to capture. I take great pride in my work and working primarily in film is something I have found to be of incredible importance in maintaining that sense of artistic integrity. Above all else, shooting film has made me a much better photographer than I once was.
To be fair, I must admit that I do own and shoot with a digital camera. I’ve recently invested in a Sony a7S and honestly, I love it. Digital cameras have strengths in certain situations where my Hasselblad would be impractical and ineffective. However, as long as you possess a strong understanding of your camera system and its limitations, I believe you can make it work no matter what the content or situation. In the end, I prefer my Hasselblad for more contemplative photography and especially in situations where extreme resolution is preferable. The Hasselblad 500CM is undoubtedly my favorite camera, and my single most prized possession. It is not amateur friendly, to say the least: It lacks autofocus, there is no internal metering or automatic frame advancement. While specialized and unwieldy, it is an absolute masterpiece with regards to design and photographic precision. The process of using it, to me, captures the essence of skilled photography.The biggest challenges of shooting the night sky with a camera like this are some of the most crucial and necessary to the success of the photo: finding a worthwhile frame and accurately judging your exposure. I’ve always found judging a frame in complete darkness to be obnoxiously difficult and a complete struggle. It is probably something best decided upon before the sun goes down, whether you are shooting analog or digital. With regard to exposure, I rely on my working knowledge and experience of photographing stars and of the limitations of my equipment.
I prefer to shoot slow speed films for their fine grain, so photographing the Milky Way is an impossibility. Star trails are the only logical option. In this regard, film has one distinct advantage over its binary-based rivals – I do not have to worry about the extreme amount of noise invariably generated by the electronics of digital cameras during very long exposures. There will be no need for image-stacking to reduce or eliminate noise, nor will there be any hot pixels. I am free, and in fact incentivized, to expose for as long as possible. As a consequence, even when using instant film, I don’t get to make any test images. I have to set a frame, release the shutter and leave the rest to chance. Contrary to what you might think, it actually makes the process a whole lot less stressful.The night sky offers a chance to look up and reconsider the importance of our personal conflicts and joys in life. I have heard many people remark that they feel small and that the night sky reminds them of their insignificance. While this may be true, and while I am guilty of feeling this way myself at times, I prefer to turn that notion on it’s head and consider things differently. The act of looking upward – toward possibility, toward ascension, to greatness and to knowledge is something very unique to mankind. The fact that I can look up and not only admire the beauty, but also know what it is made up of and even conceptualize the notion of infinity… this is a beautiful thing in itself. It is not necessary to be a photographer to experience this.
To aim your camera upwards is to capture the mystery that surrounds this single inexplicable bastion of humanity we call the Earth. It is an expression in film of the energy of photons sent streaming through space, hundreds of millions of years ago by stars perhaps long since expired . I’m not sure there is any subject less self-absorbed, more honest, optimistic and curious than the night sky as viewed from Earth.
I hope, through my continued work with photography, to always be approaching absolute, unfiltered truth with regards to how things are and how I am experiencing them. I hope to continue capturing images as I see and imagine them. Sometimes this will mean carefully planned and executed studio work, and other times it will require that I continue putting myself into situations where the light and forms spontaneously come together, asking me to photograph them. I believe the best thing you can do as a photographer is to continue putting yourself into new situations. Take road trips, instigate adventures, and take opportunities to travel whenever they present themselves. After all, you never know when a frame will find you.
About the AuthorCody William Smith is a self-described adventurer, lover of nature, mountains, sunlight and putting himself into precarious situations. He currently resides in Los Angeles where he works professionally as a freelance photographer and cinematographer. His landscape-centric fine art series A Moment’s Reflection has been featured all across the web and in publications around the world. He received his BFA in Cinema from Columbia College in 2012 and has been working in the film industry ever since. You can follow Cody on his website, tumblr, and instagram.
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